Very anxious

So I went on my interview this past Tuesday. It was originally scheduled for Monday, but she called Monday and rescheduled. THAT was nerve wracking. I was fully prepared for her to call and cancel and say they'd already found someone. She didn't though. So I went Tuesday, the interview went well, I could tell she really liked me. I gave her a small dose of my personality while I was in there. Sometimes that's good, sometimes it's not. I'm a straight shooter and it is very difficult for me to be something I'm not. Most people will tell you don't be yourself (in general not just me) and do research on the company, and basically go in and say what they want to hear. I don't do that. If I have to pretend to be something I'm not, that isn't the job I need. After the interview she gave me a tour of the office. We happened to run into the doctor that is looking for an M.A.. He's young, only been in practice 6 years. She walked me to the door and said she would definitely be in touch, that she was going to speak to the doctor about me.

Thursday morning she calls and asks if I could come at 4:30 and meet with the doctor. I was supposed to stay late at my current job that day but ended up leaving early. LOL I went, and I was so NERVOUS. I'm normally not like that. At first he appeared to be way too soft spoken for me. He's one of those people that regardless of what he's saying his tone never changes pitch. People like that are hard to understand sometimes. As he kept talking I could see his personality come through. He does have a sense of humor, if he hadn't I wouldn't even be considering the job. He bought his share of this practice. The other 2 doctors have been practicing for 20 and 30 plus years. He is coming in and trying to modernize, and build clientale.

In this interview they got a BIG dose of me. I answered questions directly and didn't really hold back. Sometimes that can hurt me because people can find me to be too pushy. I felt good in the interview, I made them laugh, and such, I felt comfortable. AFTER I left the interview I wasn't much feeling that way. I thought I had blown it. I was sick to my stomach because I really want the job. So I did what most people would call the worst mistake.......I called yesterday. Yep, sure did. It's all about me really, I didn't want my weekend ruined so I took action. I thought the doctor really liked me but, I felt like I might have been too forward. So I called the office manager and thanked her for the interview, I told her I wasn't sure what type of an impression I made on the doctor ( she interuppted me and , a good one) so I said good, because I really want this job. YEAH I DID! She said good to know and asked my bottom dollar.

I wish the ending to this was I got the job, but that just happened yesterday so I may not hear before Tuesday. If they pay me my bottom dollar I will probably be the highest paid M.A. period. M.A.'s don't typically make over $14 an hour. He said he was willing to pay for quality. If he wants me he's going to have to. I'm a C.N.A./C.M.A. which is higher than an M.A. because I can give meds. I also have 8 years of patient care experience. Phillip thinks they're going to lowball me since he says "I begged for the job". When they ask for "bottom" dollar, usually if they aren't going to meet that, then they call and say sorry we aren't going to be able to afford to pay what you're asking. In which case, back to the drawing board. Right now it just depends on whether the doctor is willing to pay like he said he was, or hope there isn't another candidate. I'm going to try and go to work on Monday and not think about it. Cross your fingers for me.

On another note, Abby went trick or treating last night and got TONS of candy. She was snow white, and the prettiest one I ever saw. I took pics and will post later. We went to a friends house and ate and then took the girls to get candy, and watched scary movies (without the kids of course). I have a Halloween costume party to go to tonight. It's mandatory dress up so yes, I will be dressing up. This will be the first time I've dressed up for Halloween my whole life. I'm going to be Little Red Riding Hood punk/goth style. It's pretty hot actually. Sexy not slutty. This is the first time I've gone out by myself in a long time. I'm excited!

That's all the excitement I have for now, I will keep you posted about the job.