What had happened was......

It's been four surreal, seemingly endless days since I have had a cigarette. I still don't know that I'm even spelling cigarette right. LMAO! My eyes hurt because every free minute I have I'm sitting in front of this supposed "harmless" addiction called the computer. It's been so damn cold I have no motivation to get in my car, drive a few blocks, and get a gym membership at 24 hour fitness. Consequently, I think it's safe to assume I've gained at least 5 pounds in 4 days. I lost count of how many packs of gum I went through, but I know I bought a 5 pack at WalMart yesterday. Abby is bored with me so she went across the street to play with the neighbors who are always in a great fucking mood. It's irritating. Anyway.

My boss/doctor decided to send me into a panick attack yesterday by requesting to be my friend via Facebook. I completely wigged. OBVIOUSLY I had to add him. I had to delete most of my "what are you doing right now", and comments from others. Right after that, no the damn office administrator (office manager, whatever) didn't do the same damn thing, oh wait....she did! Luckily I had just added all my favorite Tool songs with titles like "stinkfist", and "prison sex"...ya know, harmless shit. Then Phillip makes it worse by convincing me they added me on purpose to spy. Sheesh!

My doctor is actually pretty cool but, he's one of those that's constantly trying to tell themselves I'm (that being me) am a nice person and one of them, while at the same time, trying to convince me that he's bad like me. I know...it's makes little sense. Hence why I keep my personal life seperate from business. Hell I try to keep my personal life seperate from my other personal life! HAHAHA! I crack me up. He still doesn't know I smoked, although I had to rat myself out to the office manager Friday when I orignally quit so she would know when I ripped someone's face off, why I did it. I talked to my doctor this morning and told him the panic he sent me into (had to test the water) he laughed and said he liked the same type of music (doubtful) and he didn't care. Either way as long as I'm not participating in illegal activity and flaunting it on the internet, and I'm not on Facebook whilst at work *coughthatneverhappenedcough*, they can kiss my ass it's my personal time, they should brace themselves. HA!

Anywhoozle yay me for not smoking! I've got to stop watching Zach and Cody.